Fighting For Your Life

Recently the well known American news anchorapproach was kind of the opposite. She wanted to
Peter Jennings died of lung cancer just a few monthslive, but she never said she was going to fight this
after he publicly announced that he had the diseasecancer. One of the things I watched her do is that
and that he was going to fight it with everything heshe decided to drop everything that was stressful
had.from her life."
After his death, I read some of the tributes thatShopping was stressful for her, so she dropped it.
poured in about the life of Peter Jennings. One of theDriving a car was stressful so she stopped driving. In
common themes that appeared in the statementsfact, she stopped doing everything she didn't want
made by his friends and colleagues was that theyto do, and she only kept the things she really
remembered what a determined, competitive man heenjoyed.
was.And she made a point of becoming very relaxed and
They said that he took on his battle with cancerenjoying her life.
head on, and that he fought his cancerthe way heThen Brian told me, "This experience made me think
battled everything, with steely will and determination.that maybe the idea of fighting for your life when
And unfortunately he didn't win.you have cancer is like trying to fight off insomnia."
Reading about Peter Jennings' losing battle with lung"If you decide to fight insomnia by gritting your teeth
cancer reminded me of another conversation I hadand saying 'I'm tough, I've fought lots of battles, I'm
had about cancer very recently.going to fight this insomnia and I' m going to beat this
Last week I had a meeting with one of my businessthing, well, you'll never fall asleep. It won't work."
associates, a man named Brian, to discuss someNow I can't say that what seemed to work for
business matters.Brian's mother in living with cancer is the miracle key
After our business meeting was finished, Brianfor anyone else who has cancer. This wasn't a
started telling me about his parent's experience ofscientific study, and many other factors are involved.
living with cancer. A lot of what Brian had to say wasBut Brian's comments about his mother's approach to
very thought provoking to me.living with cancer, and his comments about trying to
Brian told me that his mother had been diagnoseduse will power to fight insomnia are worth keeping in
with a bad type of bone cancer and doctors had toldmind when we are facing a problem. Not every
her that she had only a very short time to live. Yet inproblem can be solved with will power and
spite of the fact that her cancer kept spreading todetermination.
other parts of her body, she managed to liveIn such fields as business and sports, an attitude of
fourteen years longer than what her doctors haddetermination and competitiveness can be very
originally predicted.useful, and can be highly rewarded. If we have been
Brian said that he often wondered why his mothervery successful in these fields by being high
managed to live such a long time with cancer whenpowered, determined and aggressive, we may try to
many of his younger friends who got cancer died ofuse the same approach to tackle every problem.
it quite quickly.Aggressively and head-on. With grit and
Brian told me "I come from a sports and athleticdetermination.
background, and so a lot of my friends are athletes.However, being aggressive and determined does not
My athletic friends tend to be very focused andwork on every kind of problem.
competitive people, and they're used to being veryIf your mate is unhappy in your marriage, or your
aggressive. When they were diagnosed with cancer,child has a serious illness, or if you have too much
I watched them go into their competitive and athleticstress in your life, then using determination and
mode, and they would say 'I'm going to fight thisaggression will not solve these problems. In these
thing'.situations, aggressiveness does not work.
They would fight their cancer the same way theyWe need to recognize those situations where
fought their athletic battles, with gritted teeth andanother approach might work better.
courage and determination.Sometimes what we need to do is relax more, let go
Brian said, "What I noticed about these guys whoof our illusion that we can control everything,
were so tough and fought cancer so hard was thatbecome more humble, and be open to living in the
in a lot of cases they burned out really soon.moment even when we don't know all the answers.
When my mother got cancer, Brian continued, "Her